My thoughts have been all over the place spiritually, and then sometimes it's just quiet. I will go into that more later. I just kind of wanted to make a note here and remind myself. The thoughts I have now would make my family apoplectic so this is not something I would share with them...ever. It's not that I don't want to be authentic. It's more that I don't want to cause them the kind of pain and worry that I would have felt when I was in their place. I believe it's all okay, it's fine for me to be thinking outside the box I grew up in, and that if I'm supposed to end up back to where I started, then I will. I just really don't think that's what will happen though. I believe in God - I just don't believe the same way as how I was raised.
Anyway, I have to get to work, so more on this later.
